Sunday, 23 May 2010

the recent events that have caused me to lapse on my blog :(

it has been a short while since i have posted anything. recently i got a job at dicks sporting goods. so far so good. met some cool new people. making money. i am not exstatic though. the store is never busy and i cannot stand boredom. i swear its a killer. and because golf is a major sport pretty much all year you get either really snobby rich golfers (mostly couples or old people. ladies are the worst) OR creepy business men that want to show off that they can afford to golf and hit on anything with female genitals. ewww. other than golf and the occasional sale there is no business there EVER. across the lot there is a new cheddars and olive garden, so business has picked up some but its baseball season and that is almost over so there is nothing going on. i think i start in apparel next week. it could be fun i think but at least when the rush hits and im on a register there is something to do. cleaning up after people who mess up clearance racks is not going to be awesome lmao. some lady dropped mentos on the floor and left it there. the candy counter is RIGHT in front of the registers so its not like i didnt see her do. she didnt care. oh well, all in all the job is cool so far.
other than that i just hang out with chelsey. which is always fun. there are some cool youtube videos coming up soon with some old high school friends. i hope casey will think its fun enough to do it with me. all i will say is pancake fight. maybe i can pop up into a friends newest vid for his channel.
saturday was my nieces first birthday party. her actual birthday is two days before mine and i love her to pieces. the party was quiet but a lot of fun and her momma ( who has been one of my best friends for 5 years) was glowing. it was soo sweet.
wow thats a lot to read just for me missing a few weeks. lol. my bad. as for tonight i am chillin at home alone while case is out at brandons playing wow. i gotta go help with some laundry so i will post later this week. oh i think i get paid on friday :) nice.

Friday, 14 May 2010

Job ?

Had an interview this afternoon. I feel like it went well and I have a follow up tomorrow evening. For some reason I am more nervous about this job and position than I have ever been about a part time job. But (fingers crossed) the woman that interviewed me did not seem too offended by me asking for the week of the vacation to Myrtle. Well I will be 20 in two days, and have not much else to say about that or these past few days. I will post when something awesome happens. Or on my birthday :)

Tuesday, 11 May 2010

I spent most of my day driving around with Rowan, Beth, and Chels looking for Silly Bandz. I had no idea what they were until Rowan and Chels told me lol. I am not old yet somehow am behind the times enough to not see some crazy scene kid trend lmao. I now have 6 different dinosaur themed colored bands. :)
I had a good time. Even ran into an old friend at the CVS and at the mall. But I came home, well to a friends house where we were all supposed to meet just for the boys to be assholes to me. They all have to say something hateful to me ever couple of minutes. The only person that catches more hell from me is probably an old friend from high school they play WOW with. Good Lord. The past few posts are nothing but little bits of fun nice ok-ness and the rest is the stuff that has been annoying or hurtful. Is my life that meaningless and pathetic? Am I that worthless. I made my niece Riley laugh today. Thats something I guess.
Case says he and I are spending most of tomorrow together. Just us time. I think that will be nice if he can stop being critical and making comments long enough. Maybe he will because Brandon and some other friends of ours won't be there to egg it on lol. My laptop is going wonky so I am gunna post this as is before it gets worse. Nitie nite.

Saturday, 8 May 2010

IU Sweater

Woke up today and it was a little chilly relative to how awesome the weather has been the last couple of weeks. I still laid out anyway and got some more color. Which was nice but the breeze was not as inviting as most people say they are in the summer. After a long day of nippy weather and a cook out with Kris, my Indiana University sweater saved my life. Circa 1985. LOL.
Ya, Kris took me with her to a cookout her work friends were having. It was a great time, and I got some free food. However my allergies kicked my ass as soon as I got home. They had shelties that were the cutest things ever, then I had to have Monkie rub all over me. My eyes are burning and itching and my head hurts. Oh well should go away soon.
Mothers day tomorrow. I got Momma an awesome card. It is actually kind of funny. Due to allergy pain and discomfort I will post tomorrow or in a few days when there is something exciting going on.

Friday, 7 May 2010

Tie Dye, Potential Jobs, Apartments and Europe?

Anyone thought of making their bucket list? A friend of mine has one and it is all Casey talks about sometimes so I am considering making mine. One of those things is to go to Europe. We have a trip planned with dates, and an itenerary and what not but I still cannot find a freaking job to save any kind of money. I have to call around tomorrow. I also plan on putting in some more applications. I need a job so bad and there is no where hiring. AHHHHH
SO.... I spent most of the day hanging with Chris and Amanda and Rowan. In fact I made another tie dye shirt. There are some funny pictures that came out of that. Monkie sat with us on the back porch like a guard kitten all night. It was so cute. Final grades were posted for this term. I did ok. I want summer to go awesome and so far today has been the only good day. Tomorrow should be fun though. Hanging with Kris all day. That is always a good time.
A new opportunity has arisen as of late. Chris and Amanda have a spare room and could use the help. They want us to live with them on the other side of town. Cost and area are great. Only thing is I need a job for this plan to work out. Mothers day is Sunday and I got mom a card. I just hope she realizes I miss her and I am trying to make her proud.
I miss when things were simpler. Don't get me wrong, today was a good day but I just want things to fall into place a little faster than they are. I will write when there is something interesting or nice to write about.

Thursday, 6 May 2010

Summer??

Am I the only one without a summer job?! Yup!! The last of my group of my friends other than myself without a job has an interview soon. I am happy for him but it is a reminder that I still feel worthless and do not have a job. I mean there are a few of my friends that also have no job but they have parents that will always throw monies at them so....
I just want to say (or type) out loud that when someone talks about shit they know nothing about I get really pissed off and want to hit them in the mouth. It's like honestly?? If I wanted some bullshit answer or response to what I said to trigger their freaking word vomit then I would type it into Google.
Someone tried to tell me I don't want a Blackberry and that I don't want nor do I need internet on my phone. Granted I don't need it but I personally have played with a Blackberry. One of my best friends, my mom, and boyfriends mom all have one. It solves arguments lol. Anyways then this same person tried to tell me and my boyfriend that living on our own was a bad idea and in a round bout way his conclusion was mooching till you can't getting anything else out of the moochee then live on your own. Seriously?! I lived on my own, and it was not a piece of cake. Hell I did it alone and sure I struggled. We are older, a little more grown up than the last time I had a place, and the new living situation (hypothetical thus far) will involve another couple so financially its not going to be a burden. His thing was we are in school and are only long term time off the save the money needed is the summer. This man is not currently enrolled in any college so he knows not of the struggles. Nor does he know what it means to want a job so damn bad.

Forgive my ranting. Its just been a few days and A TON to blog about. LOL.
Like this afternoon I took one of my dogs to the vet for his poor lil paw. He was limping all day. Then went to my old high school for a band concert a friend was in. It was cool I guess. More nostalgic than anything because the people I went with were all in my graduating class and good friends of mine so it was like a goofy redneck walk down memory lane. You would have to go to my old high school to understand why redneck was thrown in there lol.
Oh and I don't like grocery shopping on my own. Its one of those things you don't know you hate until you have to do it again. I really do not mind to go out and grab things for the family here at the house but some how its only ever walmart and going there by myself is literally maddening. I mean that both ways too. Like I get angry, and I lose my mind all in the hour or so it takes me to grab the weeks groceries. And tomorrow is our monthly big trip for staple items. LMAO how Martha did I just sound??!
Well I am going to quit for now. Tomorrow I will post something a whole lot more fun and nice. I will be cleaning house and tanning all day hopefully with a good friend of mine.
Love. Stas.

Saturday, 1 May 2010

Saturdays. What are they for?

So its saturday and another one of those days where I am sitting in bed watching youtube videos and listening to Case tell me if it was legal he would try and duct tape my mouth shut, or sell me to some poverty stricken country. Biggs is visiting family in some far off land. SO here I am left to ponder....
What are saturdays actually for? Most people will list sleep, friends and homework/paperwork in some order. But at some point we all take the "dead cell" or "flu like symptoms" approach and blow off plans we made with friends or somehow put off studying for half the day.
I am not the only one to do this and I know it. But I feel lazy and worthless when I take that approach and have decided that my saturdays are now going to be designated "better myself" days. Like today I tried a new restaurant. Ok I kind of cheated because I have eaten there before but literally only twice before. And in my defense I tried the pizza there for the first time. It was awesome by the way lol. I also shared my love of the Kill Bill movies and 28 Weeks Later and convinced (along with much input from Casey) our friend Chris to watch them tonight. So far I think he is liking 28 Weeks.
Anyway tell me if there is something you all do every saturdays or most saturdays in place of the mundane video game marathon or local shopping mall trips.
Later :)