Thursday, 6 May 2010

Summer??

Am I the only one without a summer job?! Yup!! The last of my group of my friends other than myself without a job has an interview soon. I am happy for him but it is a reminder that I still feel worthless and do not have a job. I mean there are a few of my friends that also have no job but they have parents that will always throw monies at them so....
I just want to say (or type) out loud that when someone talks about shit they know nothing about I get really pissed off and want to hit them in the mouth. It's like honestly?? If I wanted some bullshit answer or response to what I said to trigger their freaking word vomit then I would type it into Google.
Someone tried to tell me I don't want a Blackberry and that I don't want nor do I need internet on my phone. Granted I don't need it but I personally have played with a Blackberry. One of my best friends, my mom, and boyfriends mom all have one. It solves arguments lol. Anyways then this same person tried to tell me and my boyfriend that living on our own was a bad idea and in a round bout way his conclusion was mooching till you can't getting anything else out of the moochee then live on your own. Seriously?! I lived on my own, and it was not a piece of cake. Hell I did it alone and sure I struggled. We are older, a little more grown up than the last time I had a place, and the new living situation (hypothetical thus far) will involve another couple so financially its not going to be a burden. His thing was we are in school and are only long term time off the save the money needed is the summer. This man is not currently enrolled in any college so he knows not of the struggles. Nor does he know what it means to want a job so damn bad.

Forgive my ranting. Its just been a few days and A TON to blog about. LOL.
Like this afternoon I took one of my dogs to the vet for his poor lil paw. He was limping all day. Then went to my old high school for a band concert a friend was in. It was cool I guess. More nostalgic than anything because the people I went with were all in my graduating class and good friends of mine so it was like a goofy redneck walk down memory lane. You would have to go to my old high school to understand why redneck was thrown in there lol.
Oh and I don't like grocery shopping on my own. Its one of those things you don't know you hate until you have to do it again. I really do not mind to go out and grab things for the family here at the house but some how its only ever walmart and going there by myself is literally maddening. I mean that both ways too. Like I get angry, and I lose my mind all in the hour or so it takes me to grab the weeks groceries. And tomorrow is our monthly big trip for staple items. LMAO how Martha did I just sound??!
Well I am going to quit for now. Tomorrow I will post something a whole lot more fun and nice. I will be cleaning house and tanning all day hopefully with a good friend of mine.
Love. Stas.

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